Why is life so hard sometimes?
Something good comes, then something great disappears.
I have this friend; W. I'd say him and I were close; we'd talk a lot, always spend time with each other at parties and gatherings- things seemed great. Until, he told me he liked me. Why I find this so hard to accept I don't know, but I knew I couldn't return his feelings. Now things will just be weird and different. It will take a long time to become friends again, if that ever happens. Sometimes I feel like everything I really want, everything I know that will make me happy is always out of my reach.
I'm so unbelievably tired at the moment- I have no energy to get angry or cry or feel much else. Hopefully, this bout of negativity is down to my lack of sleep. I should tell myself to stay strong, look ahead, think positive, but sometimes, and I hope other people feel this way too, its just too hard to smile.
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